Wednesday, May 19, 2004
well today was a great day from the start..............
i woke up to a song i havent heard in a long time.......Coldplay - Yellow..........
and it started right when the alarm woke me up too so it was perfect timing.......gahahahaha
Forgot breakfast.......( Dumbass )
then it was off to school...............Gay ass hoffman got jiffed out of a 12th period...... gahahahaha what a dumbass..... yeah i guess im just such a badass.....:(
but we got on the bus.... and i realized i forgot my lunch...... double dumbass.....
at this point i was wanting to cave my face in with a lead pipe..... but everyone graciously offered to
toss me some food and collectively i got a .................... small snack........ but it's the thought that
counts.... thanks jake, steph, katy, milldew miller and chad......watch me get fat with all that unhealthy food i ate.........
yeah the first half of it was fun...... brandon promised that he'd go " 900 miles an hour" but when the time for his run at the course came up.... he went about 20...... yet he still managed to hit 5 cones.........compared to smitty going at least double the speed and hitting 2 cones only......
gahahahaha faggot!!!!
i rode the scooter and threw a ball because i dont have my goddamn liscense........
but the second half of it was really kinda sad...... a guy who was once associated with the Airforce base told us the story of his daughter and how he was not around to be there for her when she died............. as a result of a drunk driver.............quite sad.........
weight lifting:
Moscato appoints me as Odie's personal trainer...... i should be Friggin payed to work
with him...... but his fatass should dissappear by the time im done with him...... Cody
still is always gay just now it's a harmless fun kinda......weird......and best of
all............. a couple of days after Clark mentions it......about a couple of weeks
after Foster says he like to see it...... Mr. Peterson mentions " hey josh have you
ever thought about playing Linebacker???...... this excites me...... i got to watch doll
go non stop and floor guys twice his size.....that certainly looks like somehting id like
to do............... but one question................ i am a dumbass..........am i too much
of one to be a good Linebacker???hmmmm only football season will tell...... but i
wouldnt be surprized to see a 79 running around and leveling people from a
Linebacker's position...... untill next time jackasses.....peace it out.....ohhh and angie
leaves tonight for washington..... i hope she has fun.....
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Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow." So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow." Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so. I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cause you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry
for you I'd bleed myself dry. It's true, look how they shine for you, Look how they shine for you, Look how they shine for, Look how they shine for you, Look how they shine for you, Look how they shine. Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And all the things that you do. Posted at 10:12 pm by pinocchio079
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Cause' it's a bittersweet symphony this life...
Mr. Hoffman was implying that I was responsible for a gas-leak at flying J last year.........( homo)
Slammed head into a wall in Gym... but it doesnt matter because i am a Machine and i Never quit......and reddawggity diggity dawg tried to blindside Check me but ended up just bouncing off of me.....foolish dog of red color...... you cant hurt a machine......Gym class hero on a reccurrent Neck strain..... yeah im just busted up all over...... Neck.... Knees.... ankle......
Evil chemistry test which i know i bombed because i guessed on all of the multiple choice questions and drew a Clown on the front page...........
Senior picture silly lady wouldnt let me frown so she told me a joke............... now imagine someone saying this really fast-------> Two guys walk into a bar and you'd think one of 'em would duck........ i laughed and then she took the photo ( of me smiling :( )
Whomped Odie in chess today.... oh yeah
Resumed Verbal contact with a real person too..... Indeed that's really good :' ) and it makes me cry happy
This just in::: Mr. Filipski didnt see his mom in pants untill she was at least 60..... Holy schnikes stop the presses!!!!
Lone vote for Matt Stein's solo in chorus today........... Losers......Why cant you realize that he only messed up 3 times???
Izzy killed a bee on my homework in health.... smashed steve white in the head numerous times with a ball and farted on someone.........
lost to billy in chess.....now i am obsessed with it and will one day defeat him.........watch it Gary kasparov......a true 100 % fullblooded dumbass is gonna get you...........
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Cause' it's a bittersweet symphony this life...
Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.
No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change,
but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold.
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next.
I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
Well, I never pray,
But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah.
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah.
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now.
But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now.
No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change,
but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold.
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Well have you ever been down?)
(I can't change, I can't change...)
Cause' it's a bittersweet symphony this life.
Trying to make ends meet, trying to find some money then you die.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.
You know I can't change, I can't change, I can't change,
but I'm here in my mold, I am here in my mold.
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next.
I can't change my mold, no,……………..
I can't change my mold, no,……………..
I can't change my mold, no,…………….
(It justs sex and violence melody and silence)
(It justs sex and violence melody and silence)
(I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down)
(It justs sex and violence melody and silence)
(I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down)
(Been down)
(Ever been down)
(Ever been down)
(Ever been down)
(Ever been down)
(Have you ever been down?)
(Have you ever been down?)
(Have you ever been down?)
Pembroke Football 2004............What is to come??? Posted at 04:42 pm by pinocchio079
Friday, May 07, 2004
............Destroy the world that we took so long to make.........
Well......my ankle feels fine but it still hurts......... that kinda sums me up in a cryptic way........... by the way cody..... there is a Friggin poem down there...... is there anything wrong with it????? anything gay about it????
Speed kills coming down the mountain
Speed kills coming down the street
Speed kills with presence of mind and
Speed kills if you know what I mean Got to feel - woke up inside again
Got to feel less broke more fixed
Got to feel when I got outside myself
Got to feel when I touched your lips The things we do to the people that we love
The way we break if there's something we can't take
Destroy the world that we took so long to make
We expect her gone for some time I wish her safe from harm If you find yourself in a foreign land Another refugee outsider refugee How's it feel she's coming up roses
How's it feel she's coming up sweet
How's it feel when it's all in spite of you
How's it feel when she's out of your reach The things we do to the people that we love
The way we break if there's something in the way
Destroy the world that we took so long to make
We expect her gone for some time I wish her safe from harm To find yourself in a foreign land Another refugee outsider refugee What happened to you Posted at 07:20 pm by pinocchio079
September 5, 2003, Attica High school football field...........
Ok men, I'm gonna tell you a little
Story about a boy and a swing...there's
a little boy on a swing, and his older brother,
his big brother is pushing him, put yourself in the,
in the swing men. It's fun isnt it???, it seems like fun,
then the brother.....your brother..... he starts pushing just
a little bit more, and it gets better, you have more fun riding
this swing. In the meantime, he's still pushin, and eventually you
start to be gettin a little uneasy, more and more scared.............
DO NOT GET OFF THE SWING!
It's scary that first game, that first swing,
It's a roller coaster ride. It can be scary. Let me
tell you men, i know Jesus Christ , my lord and my
savior, is pushing me on that swing, and it's gonna be
scary, and frightening, as anything you can imagine, now
some of you may know him, some of you may know him
eventually. But all rides end sooner or later, and when this one
ends, you go home with your brother, Jesus. And I'd bet some of
you don't realize it right now, you dont see it, but he is pushing you
all, and it's gotta end sometime tonight, we may lose our grip, but we
gotta grab right back on, and there's only two ways it ends tonight. One,
we can fall off because we cant hold on, because we cant take it, or two, we
Grab our fingers around that chain untill the end, and never let go.....untill the end,
but DO NOT GET OFF THAT SWING........................
It can be one of the most scary
things in your lives. and I have such
total faith in you guys, i know it, i feel it
but if you hold on, if you stay on that swing,
you will not fail, It's a roller coaster ride, and
It's filled with ups and downs, and your gonna get
butterflies in your stomach but Don't Get scared!!!!!!
Use it!! Use those butterflies to fly higher and higher.......
If you stay on the swing, THERE IS NOTHING YOU CANT DO......
---Coach Foster---
Posted at 07:08 pm by pinocchio079
Friday, April 30, 2004
..............Would you take everything for granted like you do?...............
yeah it's been officially confirmed........through careful research i've deemed this..........
my mother's parents were 100% fullblooded Italians........
My father's parents were Irish and polish jew.................
So by default that means nothing.............................because i am 100% All American DUMBASS that's right
DUMBASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after lifting....which yes i did awesome in............i hit 210 on the bench .....AFTER already working out my bench!!!
but then it ended and comes the dreaded locker room.......................( it wasnt dreaded at the time)
but there was a giant BOX in there that's right a giant BOX.....and im thinkin " Hey how cool would it be if jumped on that box............ ( NOW I REALIZE it was a stupid idea but.............) any way i said hey watch this...
and i positioned the box in the center of the locker room and climb up the lockers...... and realize did i that going off the lockers was stupid.....( a moment of clarity )..........and instead of the lockers i jumped off of the bench............but i did not land on the box.....that's right a fine young gentleman by the name of jamie wolbert came along and kicked it out of the way he did............so fall flat on my stomach i did from jumping 5 feet in the air...........and i sprained my ankle..........ooooo ouch cant do any more fancy footwork.....
but as i was HOBBLING around the locker room chasing jamie i caught him and picked him up over my head and just as i was going to .............set him gently..........in the box Coach Foster came in and goes........
"What's the commotion???"...........me in ever present and witty self depreciating humor chuckled and said...."hehehe coach.........im not bright....." so then i explained the whole thing to Foster and he laughed so heartily....it made my day.....HEHEHE...........im not bright...............
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As I walk along these streets
I see a man that walks alone
Distant echo of peoples feet
He has no place to call his own
A shot rings out from a roof over head
A crack head asks for change nearby
An old man lies in an alleyway dead
A little girl lost just stands there and cries
What would you do, if it was you
Would you take everything for granted like you do?
A boy just 13 on the corner for sale
Swallows his pride for another hit
Overpopulation there's no room in jail
But most of you don't give a shit
That your daughters are porno stars
and Your sons sell death to kids
You're so lost in your little worlds
Your little worlds you'll never fix
What would you do, if it was you
Would you take everything for granted like you do?
You turn away
As I walk along the streets
Soaking up the acid rain
Underneath the taxi cabs
I hear the streets cry out in vain
What would you do, if it was you
Would you take everything for granted like you do? Posted at 08:10 pm by pinocchio079
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
......................Forces poolin from the center of the Earth again.....I can feel it...........
nick price is awesome......he made me bracket of next years 189 lb state wrestling tournement.....and i ended up winning....(hahahaha not in a million years but it's nice to dream)...he's such a nice boy
Nothing majorly life changing happened today................................................................................unless i can run with it `,:)<---------------------the people's eyebrow hahahaha the rock says "know your damn role jabroni" jk jk
lightning crashes, a new mother cries
her placenta falls to the floor
the angel opens her eyes
the confusion sets in
before the doctor can even close the door
oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.
lightning crashes, an old mother dies
her intentions fall to the floor
the angel closes her eyes
the confusion that was hers
belongs now, to the baby down the hall
oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.
lightning crashes, a new mother cries
this moment she's been waiting for
the angel opens her eyes
pale blue colored iris, presents the circle
and puts the glory out to hide, hide
oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.
Posted at 09:26 pm by pinocchio079
Monday, April 26, 2004
Posted at 09:31 pm by pinocchio079
....................I'm never alone, I'm alone all the time......................
wow..........today was great..............Travis is a legitimatly grand human being...........................
school was fine.........i erased my name from mr. hoffman's board.....( hahahaha,,,,,,fucker...........)
the rest of the day was fine..................there were no life changing events........
lifting was great........and one person who wishes to remain nameless and shall...( i think it starts with a Jake) came in for the first time in a long time.....in the afternoons any way.......and he did more on the Flys than me!!!!! grrrrrr.....
wow once again thank you uhmmmm pembroke.....you have never cease to amaze me
........everything, it all depends on............
..........what i say tonight.........................
..........and what i do tommorow...............
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Bush's 1994 Album SixteenStone was a smash...........even though gavin does sound like a calm and collected Kurt Cobain..............and their lyrics almost never make grammatical sense....the songs almost always make sense...............
Posted at 09:26 pm by pinocchio079
Sunday, April 25, 2004
.....I think they shoot ‘cause they want it..........
Well this weekend was pretty peaceful.....i slept through most of it......and then went outside....(stop the presses!!!!) aside from that it was really nothing.......ohhh well.....im out to DL and burn a Great CD.......Travis Trys so hard and thank you.......
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Walking around I hear the earth seeking relief
I’m trying to find a reason to live
But the mindless clutter my path
Oh these thorns in my side
I know I have something free
I have something so alive
I think they shoot ‘cause they want it
I feel forces all around me
Come on raise your head
Those who hide behind the shadows
Live with all that’s dead
Look at me…look at me
At least look at me when you shoot a bullet
through my head
Through my head
Through my head
Through my head
In my lifetime when I’m disgraced
By jealousy and lies
I laugh aloud ‘cause my life
Has gotten inside someone else’s mind
Look at me…look at me
At least look at me when you shoot a bullet
through my head
Through my head
Through my head
Through my head
Hey all I want is what’s real
Something I touch and can feel
I’ll hold it close and never let it go
So then why…why do we live life
With all this hate inside
I’ll give it away ‘cause I don’t want it no more
Please help me find a place
Somewhere far away I’ll go and you’ll never see me again Posted at 02:29 pm by pinocchio079
..............Wow i am incredibly impressed...................
i never believed i could build such an incredibly obsesed following...............Cody i am rather impressed with your courage...........coming to school with that moronic shirt on the one day of the week when half the school was not there......Very impressive.....i will reccomend you for a congressional medal of honor for your stupid act of trying to cut me down or what ever it was......
( at leastwhen i was Dressed up for ReDdawgg Appreciation Day -RDAD- it was mildly funny and i had his consent....he loved it and wanted a picture with me..) you just looked like a big moron with somehting to say but not quite sure how to say it.....pity it could've been interesting if you were not so passive aggressive.............
Posted at 02:15 pm by pinocchio079
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